born to die

the long awaited v/clip is now released finally..

hurm..what to say? sometimes things are better kept partly unexposed like for this case, i love the promo better! the more questions left unanswered, the more meaningful it'll be..as for our own interpretations of course.

whatever it is..it is a very good finishing for 2011 isnt it?..lets now start counting down to 2012!adiosa!

buah hati

again..alex turner...heartaches! ouch!

comfort place

Feet, don't fail me now
Take me to the finish line
All my heart, it breaks every step that I take
But I'm hoping that the gates,
They'll tell me that you're mine
Walking through the city streets
Is it by mistake or design?
I feel so alone on a friday night
Can you make it feel like home, if I tell you you're mine
It's like I told you honey

Don't make me sad, don't make me cry
Sometimes love's not enough when the road gets tough
I don't know why
Keep making me laugh,
Let's go get high
Road's long, we carry on
Try to have fun in the meantime

Come and take a walk on the wild side
Let me kiss you hard in the pouring rain
You like your girls insane
Choose your last words
This is the last time
Cause you and I, we were born to die

Lost but now I am found
I can see but once I was blind
I was so confused as a little child
Tried to take what I could get
Scared that I couldn't find
All the answers, honey

Don't make me sad, don't make me cry
Sometimes love's not enough when the road gets tough
I don't know why
Keep making me laugh,

Let's go get high
Road's long, we carry on
Try to have fun in the meantime

Come and take a walk on the wild side
Let me kiss you hard in the pouring rain
You like your girls insane
Choose your last words,
This is the last time
Cause you and I
We were born to die
We were born to die
We were born to die

Come and take a walk on the wild side
Let me kiss you hard in the pouring rain
You like your girls insane

Don't make me sad, don't make me cry
Sometimes love's not enough when the road gets tough
I don't know why
Keep making me laugh,
Let's go get high
Road's long, we carry on
Try to have fun in the meantime

Come and take a walk on the wild side
Let me kiss you hard in the pouring rain
You like your girls insane
Choose your last words
This is the last time
Cause You and I
We were born to die
We were born to die

disorders

wouldnt it be boring if our life is just following an order?

i would prefer it to be in disorder

i guess thats the real life we live in

we can never organize it on our wish

but just let it flow..even if it means disordered..or disorganized

ever heard of BORDERLINE personality disorder?

aku wanita

~~Ya اَللّهُ, mengapa wanita sering menangis.?

JwbNya :
Kerana wanita itu unik..
Aku ciptakan ia sbg makhluk istimewa..
Ku kuatkan bahunya utk menjaga anak2nya..
Ku lembutkan hatinya utk memberi rasa aman..
Ku kuatkan rahimnya utk menyimpan benih manusia..
Ku teguhkan peribadinya utk terus berjuang saat yg lain menyerah..
Ku beri dia naluri utk mencintai anak2 dlm keadaan apapun..
Ku kuatkan batinnya utk ttp menyayangi walau dikhianati oleh teman.. walau disakiti oleh orang yang dia sayangi..
Wanita mahluk kuat.. tapi jika satu saat dia menangis itu kerana Aku beri dia air mata utk membasuh luka batin dan memberi kekuatan baru..

" WANITA.. KAMU ISTIMEWA " :)..awesome !

hati

sekeping hati. penuh kisah, penuh cerita. tersusun atau bercelaru, bersih atau kotor, itu semua terletak kepada kita untuk menetapkannya.namun ada satu sifat hati yang kadang-kadang manusia lemah seperti aku tak mampu mengawalnya. antara coretan di atas sekeping hati itu kekal atau sementara. yang pasti ada sesetengah kisah yang benar sukar dipadam walaupun kewarasan akal beribu-ribu kali menyapu bersih di kawasan yang sama. jika disingkap kisah hati tiap individu pasti kita akan terdiam. bersyukurlah kerana tidak semua yang di dalam hati dapat diluahkan. lebih selamat di simpan.

please

life is full of unexpected events

when the time comes

you just want it to finish fast

no turning back

hold head up high

walk through the misty path

i might find myself at the other end

but then..its still there

please...

merdeka

sempena merdeka 2011...

aku bakal pulang..percayakah kalau aku kata aku blk kerana nak sambut merdeka..bukan raya? hahaha...hipokrit sungguh bunyinya....

aman sudah?

buat apa bikin kacau?

selamat hari merdeka yg ke 54!

Chinta

chinta itu benar

chinta itu tulus

aku tahu

kau tahu

how are you?

adinda

adindaku nak kawen

aku pasti

simpulan mati

haha...bakal di war-war kan...

epilog aku epilog basi..

telah pulas kepala fikir

rasanya tak perlu kongsi karya itu

karya itu mahal

kau tahu apa

lumrah manusia

hakikatnya malu, tapi malu nak ckp

siapa yang mahu cakap dia malu?

epilog

julung kali

karyaku bakal berada di sini

selepas exam..

ingin jadi

Wanita cantik ialah:
1.Melukis kekuatan melalui masalah
2.Tersenyum saat tertekan
3.Tertawa saat hati sedang menangis
4.Tabah di saat terhina
5.Mempersona kerana memaafkan
6.Mengasihi tnpa balasan
7.Bertambah kuat dlm doa & pengharapan Ilahi...

makin runcing makin sesak

i don't know whats gonna happen next

but one thing for sure we are no longer the same

everything will change

being cheap is not the way

i shall walk now

but only if i know what you feel now

i shall run back to the point where we had started

shame me for being this useless

tak tahu?dengar sini..

percaya??

dulu aku penuh percaya

soalnya siapa??

kekasih???

dulu aku pernah letak 20 cap jari tanda percaya

percaya kerana CINTA yg amat dalam..jangan kata kau tak tahu..

cliche' itu di mana-mana

akhirnya aku sendiri tenggelam karam dalam percaya itu

aku membusuk kerana'nya'

semua gara-gara percaya

lalu aku hukumnya!

jangan kata kau tak tahu aku percaya dia kerana cinta

kawan??

bila teman itu tahu aku percayakannya

bila segalanya dia tahu hakikatnya

putar belit bawa aku simpang siur,

sumpah aku keliru

tp ku lawan setiap sangsi kerna percaya tetap kuat

akhirnya setelah diduga sebesar semut

terserlah yang nyata

percayaku dihumban ke telaga rupanya

sungguh sukar dipercaya

sesungguhnya x terluah perkataan benci kpd org yang sekian lama kau percayai

maka pergilah..ku tak mahu mulutku yang sedia x wangi ni bertambah busuk berkata2

lucu!

lucunya kau

lucunya aku

tiap kali masa itu datang

tak lama lagi, sudah makin dekat

tiap kali itu kita ketawa sendiri

bukan sapa-sapa yang ditertawa

tapi diri sendiri, diri kita

ingat dulu

bila masa itu

kita menggigil, takut resah

sesal, kesal, sebal

mak ayah ingat semua

doa sujud di sejadah bagai tiada esok

dalam hati, hanya 'miracle' boleh bantu kita

masa sudah mengejek kita

sedar sungguh bukan salah siapa2

tapi kita ini yang sombong kepada masa

bila itu sudah tamat

dalam hati semangat

mahu itu, mahu ini

tak mahu sombong dgn masa

mahu bila itu datang lagi

kita boleh ejek semula encik masa

ah!gangguan di mana-mana

sombong juga kita kepada masa

masa ketawa lagi bila itu datang

tapi macam dulu juga

'miracle' juga yang bantu kita

syafiza!!!GOOD LUCK FOR 1st IA!! =)

p/s: 'memang ku sendiri, tak bermaksud aku mahu kau punya kekasih. LUCU!'

jika salah,hujahkan!

Payahnya mengenal sahabat

Masing-masing mahu berhibur dan terhibur

Sahabat yang bijak akan rosak inteleknya jika ditegur

Sahabat yang dungu akan rosak perasaannya jika disinggung

Jika diam dikatanya tidak tahu

Jika banyak cakap dikatanya tunjuk pandai

Apabila dipuji dia merasa senang hati

Apabila diuji dia cepat remuk hati

Bukan senang jadi kawan

bila seirama itulah tolan

bila tak sekata jadi lawan

bukti

"saya adalah bukti yang kita tak perlu ada degree --untuk sesuatu --untuk jadi bagus dalam sesuatu."

metodologi kabur

bila siang itu kabur kerana malam yang terlalu panjang,

paling mengharukan bila kau buat dunia jadi kucar-kacir

suka hati kau mundar mandir hingar bingar

bikin jiwa renyuk bersepai terbang bersepah

tak tahu pula aku langkah pincang mana perlu diambil

sedang siangku masih kabur..

gerhana

exhausted

climbing a tree for the first time... broke a weak branch, then I fell down..

climbing the same tree again for the second time..a fruit fell on my face, then Ifell down..

climbing the same tree for the third time...the wind blew too strong, then I fell down..

ok,ok..i got it now..the tree itself didn't want me to climb =(

p/s: hitting the drums like this might help me right now

EBON COAST

ebon coast is a part of ebon island, which is a part of a group of Marshall's islands, which is a part of Micronesia..not far from Malaysia actually..=)

The Ebon Island

The Ebon channel. once was a popular traders hub...pot harta karun kate diorg la..=)

this is just to kill my curiosity...haha..this song really drives me up till here..

18

I shall change the title to Eighteen cause those things mentioned in the song exactly happened to me at my age of EIGHTEEN. yeah..that is exactly after SPM (pre med years). those innocent times, naive, not knowingly exploring my love life. just trusting, letting, following everything told to you. Those memories kept me smiling..whenever you passed by the places where you used to be dating, eating food together, watching movies, having fun..you just want to scream out loud to tell the world how sweet they were if all people just act naively, like their teenagers years..huhu..nonsense..we could never be naïve or innocent again..

Back then I swore I was gonna marry him someday but I realize some bigger dreams of mine...

p/s: wish to have the same crafting on my guitar neck..of my name..just like that...

conflicts

pernah x korang ade conflict yg cmni: apa yg korang nak tak sama dgn apa yg family korang nak? Agak LAME conflict cmni kan? aku rasa dah berjuta2 kali kot benda ni jd kat aku sejak kecik2 sampai ke besar.Aku sure korang pon sama.Tapi sampai sekarang aku still keliru apa nak buat bila benda mcam ni jadi. Tapi benda yg aku nk tulis arini is..HOW YOU DEAL WITH IT?

kalau kita tanya pendapat sapa2 pon (yg normal la)..mesti dia akan jawab: "kau ikutlah kata orang tua kau kalau nak selamat." Tapi kalau dah kena hasut syaitan masa tu mesti kita balas blk gaya anak degil nak jugak benda tu. Bukan semua decision yg against family tu tak bagus kan..just that everytime kau against diorang, you are basically taking the risk on your own. Kalau last2 decision yang resulted from kedegilan kau tadi turns out wrong, memang kena tahan telinga la dgr bebelan family members. Tapi that doesn't mean diorg akan tinggalkan kau terkontang-kanting macam tu je kan. Paling lama pon 2-3 hari dgr bebel, last2 family tu jugak datang pujuk. pada hal salah sendiri jugak pon, tapi mak mana sanggup tengok anak dia bersedih gila2, berkurung dalam bilik, x makan semua. last2 mak jugak datang pujuk, bagi kata2 semangat semua..owhh...bertuahnya hidup ni bila ada family kan?

Pattern ni suit utk semua hal, start form hal remeh temeh mcm nak ikot kwn gi maen basikal tengah hari masa zaman sekolah rendah, sampai la hal yang penting2 mcm mencari jodoh utk hidup kau. kalau hal tu simple2 aku rasa x luak pon kalau nk bersikap degil tanggung risk sendiri. Tapi kalau benda tu BIG mcm jodoh, berani ke nak ambil risk sendiri? Orang tua kau tak berkenan dgn pilihan kau, tapi kau nak jugak..nak jugak2..errghh..ngeri bila fikir risiko yang ditanggung. Soal kahwin bukan boleh diundur2..memang jodoh itu salah satu takdir, tp kalau end up kau susah, family jugak yang penting kan?? macam kes merajuk dlm bilik, mak dtg pujuk..tp kalau rumahtangga berantakan, masih nak merajukkah?

So nasihat aku utk sesiapa yang dlm konflik mcm ni, fikirlah risiko yg harus ditanggung, and fikirlah siapa yang sentiasa di belakang anda sejak kecil hingga besar.. tak mungkin keinginan seorang ibu itu untuk lihat kesengsaraan anak sendiri. wallahulam....~~

p/s: Post aku sejak2 umur 25 ni memang mcm ni sket..hehe..~

environment Malaysia

it has been too long since my last post. biasalah..hidup ni pasti ada naik turunnya.kadang2 gerak hati nak buat entri baru tu meluap2,x menyempat-nyempat nak smpai kat bilik..time jalan kaki from City Supermarket ke Divya pon otak laju mengarang tp kadang-kadang jadi malas sangat sampai nak jenguk pon malas. nak dipendekkan cerita, aku ni memang lah hangat2 tahi ayam orangnya..(banyak sangat sebut perkataan "taik" masa maen card semalam =D) bukan setakat hangat2 tahi ayam in blogging, studies juga, diet jua..kelemahan ni aku tau harus, pasti, mesti diubah..tapi dah lumrah manusia, byk lupa dari ingat.

Paling bahaya kalau sifat hangat2 tahi ayam ni di 'apply' dalam situasi bercinta.huhu. wujud ke?cuba analyse sendiri hubungan korang.ada ke x ada?huhu lagii. ;)

Actually idea nak update blog ni datang just malam tadi. di kala aku tgh gelak2 mcm nak keluar anak tekak dengan Khafy, Pije and Farid masa maen Royal kat rumah aku malam tadi. Tahu kenapa? sebabnya semalam baru aku rasa misi aku nak kurangkan 'homesick' aku berjaya. tipu lah kalau kata tak homesick langsung kan? tapi 1 benda yang dah lama aku target nak buat kat India ni :convert a boring student house of mine into a place where i can feel like home. Malaysia. a place where i can kill my boredom and homesickness!

Acapkali (cewahh) bila tiba hari minggu mesti ada symptom2 ni: termenung, tgk tv India yg akan buat aku rasa makin homesick tu, golek2 browse blogs, update 10 kali sehari status FB and twitter, bukak buku kejap pastu tido blk..tido lagi..dan tido lagi..mesej kwn2, tanya buat apa..gi buat lawatan khas sebab bosan, masak dan makan supaya makin gemok dan sebagainya..Lama-lama apa yang aku boleh ckp kat sini, kehidupan kat sini mcm KOSONG. kalau dulu kat Malaysia, weekend boleh keluar jalan2..paling kurang pon boleh gi beli pisang goreng, pekena cendol..lepak2 amek angin kat taman mana2..(eg: Taman tasik Taiping or Taman Tasik Shah Alam) really feel at peace..HOME..!!

+_+ Tapi di sini..taman2 tu rumput pon xde..bukan nmpk tenang hijau, tp nmpk tanah merah penuh najis2 anjing or lembu.ada tasik, tasik kotor. nak keluar jogging, debu2 merah di udara buat paru2 aku makin semput, bukan segar! Nak cari gerai2 tampat lepak, risau pula food poisoning. Mau makan kedai proper, dah bosan dah asyik2 benda yang sama: Nasi beriyani or chicken kabab or dosa or western food.Nak keluar shopping,takkan la tiap minggu nak shopping..mau kopak poket lama2..so we end up working on our cooking skills. yes! bagus idea tu. tp di kala badan meronta2 mahu dikecilkan semula ke saiz yg sepatutnya, niat yg best tu terpaksa dibatalkan.

There must be something I could do to avoid the emptiness.Yes, x perlu ckp aku tahu, aku medical student. seharusnya persetankan perasaan kosong tu! buka buku dan study!! yes, no need to tell.LAME..huhu. Tp terus terangnya aku bukan lah medical student yg sejati yang boleh mengadap buku yang dikira sgt exciting tu untuk matikan bosan.yang pasti jiwa makin meronta mahu dihiburkan..

Firstly, what i did was tanam pokok! Haha..i love nature you see?? rumah aku di Malaysia mmg byk pokok.mak aku suka tanam pokok keliling rumah. Tak kiralah pokok buah or pokok bunga. orchid is her specialty. So boleh kata aku pon dah jadi kena paksa siram pokok hari2, baja pokok, racun serangga, balut buah muda, kacuk bunga dan sebagainya. Maybe the blood is there, so Im kinda fond of doing these things eventhough kalau diingat semula masa kecik2 dulu aku selalu menyumpah2 kalau kena gi buat benda2 ni.pelik kan? it proves time changes everything. mungkin ini petunjuk yg minda aku bergerak seiring dgn umur.haha.25 dah kot..what do you expect??huhu..seronok tanam pokok ni tambah2 lagi pokok ros sini memang cantik2.membelek pokok2 ni dah jadi rutin aku tiap2 awal pagi sebelom ke kelas.mak pesan, kalau kita connected to these pokok2, they will respond to us by growing healthily. Guess the satisfaction is there whenever they respond to your care.huhuhu..seriuosly, you never talk nasty things to these pokok2...try la kalau x percaya!

Second thing is: di rumah aku, radio lebih penting berbanding TV. biasalah lumrah tinggal dengan parents yg berusia. aku x kata tua ok?huhu..mak aku ni ada habit dengar radio 24/7 kat rumah.haha..die mcm dah jadi benda penting kot dlm rumah. lumrah bila tinggal berdua, mak n abah suka dgr radio je. kalau x ada radio tu, sunyi sepi je rumah tu. kentot kat dapur sampi kat ruang tamu pon boleh dgr.huhu."pasang tv kita kena tunggu tengok dpn TV, kalau pasang radio sambil mak cangkul tanah kat tepi rumah pon boleh dgr.." tu kata-kata mak aku. Mak aii..kuat betol pasang radio tu kalau smpi mencangkul kat luar pon boleh dgr..haha..aku ok je kot dgn habit mak aku tu. Tapi 1 thing aku x leh blah, diorg slalu pasang Klasik Nasional.hahahahaha...aku dah smpi boleh hafal dah lagu klasik nasional tu. awal pagi lagu apa..pukul 10 lagu apa, tgh hari time lunch tu lagu apa, malam lagu apa..kalau tukar station, skejap je mak aku tukar blk Klasik Nasional. seriously dah try byk kali!hahahaha...

Tapi 1 benda yang aku perasan sejak2 aku besar ni. aku pon ada habit yg sama. bangun pagi2 mesti aku pasang radio dulu.Radio Malaysia ok!! online radio.huhu..die mcm ade effect 'killing the early morning drowsy' kot kat aku.haha..housemates aku pon terpaksalah dgr aku punye radio pagi2. 1 thing yang buat aku fond of doing this is that, bila pagi2 tu dpt dgr radio Malaysia, dgr orang Melayu bercakap..ade lawak2 pagi tu (ERA)..buat aku rasa mcm bangun pagi di Malaysia!!hahahaa..gotcha!!yes, aku still homesick!

penat la..actually my effort towards killing my homesick is still going on.byk lg.lets continue later!huhu..

out of the box

two thumbs up for Yuna!! aku sbg pendukung muzik Malaysia (yo yo oo jee) rse mcm...hmm."haaa akhirnyaa.." hm, ssh nk explain..tp kalau kau paham maksud aku kau paham la..huhu..benda ni mcm best sbb si Yuna ni mula from bawah..aku follow dia lama dulu dah bertahun2 dah rasanya..sejak2 dia dok men keyboard sorang2 kat rumah pkai hood (skrg x jumpak dah video tu kt youtube) tu pastu upload video cover die yg mcm2 dlu tu..smpi la skrg..hmm..bukan apa, bila kita sebut artist tu da establish internationally tu maksudnya dia mmg ada peminat from abroad..and plus, dpt compliment from then would be a bonus! bukan as in buat concert abroad tp alih2 yg beli tiket majoriti org Malaysia yg kat sana jugak...huhu..terasa ke?? oopps..hehe...hiduplah muzik utk negara!

p/s: semangat nk blk Malaysia lg 4 hari?wow!

eh org2 kampung..ada lagi ni..klo nak tau ape la yg aku bebelkan sejak td ni psl Yuna, actually pasal benda yg kat bwh ni..huhu~

Yuna is like the 2.0 Fiona Apple - PopWrap

or this

Yuna charms rap mogul Russell Simmons

nikmat

hi orang2 kampung...lama da rase x feel cenggini...my brain is finally 'ringan' from exams..so timbul lah tema aku hari ni which is "NIKMAT"..

ckp psl nikmat ni, aku byk gak t'pkir psl sume rezeki yg aku dpt. sume2 la..xyah elaborate la korang klo xphm, cabot jap kepala tu gi anta kdai kasi cuci sket..berkarat..huhu.(jap..mcm aku kesah ke ko phm ke tak kan..)huhu..ada yang expected, ade yg x expected..pape pon..sume tu buat aku bersyukur sgt2..hope apa yang aku dah ada, aku x hilang..n apa yang aku belom ada, aku dpt laa..huhu..pening dah ayat aku ni..sbenarnye motif aku ckp mcm Mr.Ravi ni..aku nak ckp aku nk pass sume exam yg aku dah amek..owhh Tuhan..pleaseeee.....!!!!x nk supplementary paper..or xnk repeat year!!TAK NAKKKK!!!..hmm..tapi papepon..sume paper2 tu da lepas, n i've put my best effort..so now lets just pray.tawakkal.cukup2!!bosan la sembang psl exam..kata nk ringan otak..?

hmm..jap2..ade yg still berat dow..BADAN aku makin berat!! OMG..rosak bes sume plan diet aku time exam aritu..tension sket aku melantak..x tension pon aku melantak ape kes?huhu..melantak KFC hari2, melantak chicken beriyani lg..oowhh...hidup aku sungguh ditemani ayam-ayam mse tgh exam hari tu (maybe ayam ada 'cooling' effect on aku.huhu)...n result skung..haha..erghh..ngeri !!!bile tgk cermin gergasi aku kat living room..oowhh..lupa nk ckp, aku de beli cermin yg bapak gile besar n letak bg penuh dinding kt depan bilik aku ni.MOTIF?? huhuhu...nk tgk badan aku yg ngeri ni..uurrghh!!time skype ngn mak, mak aku pon siap tegur aku berisi..LOLs...itu sungguh sedih sbb aku pnat la diet nk bg mak aku ksian tgk aku susut badan bile blk nnt..oohh...~

and kalo x silap kira la..tinggal 8 hari nk blk Malaysia..beg yg koyak aku dah anta jahit smlm..saree org order dah beli, souvenior utk beloved kwn2 n famly pon ade partly dah beli..still ade 2-3 brg blom beli.hmmm...blk ni mcm2 plan aku dah set up..mcm bese tiap kali blk aku mesti jejak pulau BORNEO..huhu..tp this time len skit..bcuti with frens..concerts...theatre..mkn..muviee...oowhh..so much more!~

hm...lagu yg aku post ni..hmm..suke sgt..dgr slalu kt X-fm..

Grecian Bend - decompression sickness

jumpa term The Grecian Bend ni dalam buku patho. and its quite interesting because due to the appearance of the symptom, it became a fashion for people in those days.huhu.

The Grecian Bend term was given to those who suffered from decompression sickness, or "the bends", due to working in caissons during the building of the Brooklyn Bridge in New York.

ni dia jambatan yang famous tu

The Grecian Bend.

pathology: decompression sickness - air embolism

The name was given because afflicted individuals characteristically arched their backs.The stoop or the silhouette created by the fashion in women's dress for corsets, crinolettes and bustles by 1869 was also called The Grecian Bend.

Dipendekkan cita..from orang2 yang involve dlm pembinaan jambatan ni masa tu suffer from air embolism. diorg ni ada gas bubbles dalam skeletal muscle tissue which causing them a painful condition kat joints. hmm..and turns out the way they walked masa tu da mcm bending sket and tiba2 jadi fashion plak.diorg menari dengan posture ni and ada plak new fashion design yg berupa macam ni.huhu~

mesti mcm pernah tengok kan fashion ni? hahaa...

Have you ever been in love my boys
Or have you felt the pain?
I'd sooner be in jail myself
Than be in love again
For the girl I loved was beautiful
I'd have you all to know
And I met her in the garden
Where the praties grow

She was just the sort of creature boys
That Nature did intend
To walk right through the world my boys
Without the Grecian bend
Nor did she wear a chignon
I'd have you all to know
And I met her in the garden
Where the praties grow

and there's even a poem created for it:

A woman in France got the spinal disease,

and from that sad moment she had no more ease,

to add to her anguish she very soon found,

Oh horror! her back was becoming quite round.

The spasm of physical pain she endured were keen,

I assure you and could not be cured!

take me HOME

[Her:]
Alabama, Arkansas,
I do love my ma and pa,
Not the way that I do love you.

[Him:]
Holy, Moley, me, oh my,
You're the apple of my eye,
Girl I've never loved one like you.

[Her:]
Man oh man you're my best friend,
I scream it to the nothingness,
There ain't nothing that I need.

[Him:]
Well, hot and heavy, pumpkin pie,
Chocolate candy, ****************,
Ain't nothing please me more than you.

[Both:]
Ahh Home. Let me come home
Home is wherever I'm with you.
Ahh Home. Let me go ho-oh-ome.
Home is wherever I'm with you.

La, la, la, la, take me home.
Mother, I'm coming home.

[Him:]
I'll follow you into the park,
Through the jungle through the dark,
Girl I never loved one like you.

[Her:]
Moats and boats and waterfalls,
Alley-ways and pay phone calls,
I've been everywhere with you.

[Him:]
We laugh until we think we'll die,
Barefoot on a summer night
Nothin' new is sweeter than with you

[Her:]
And in the streets you run afree,
Like it's only you and me,
Geeze, you're something to see.

[Both:]
Ahh Home. Let me go home.
Home is wherever I'm with you.
Ahh Home. Let me go ho-oh-ome.
Home is wherever I'm with you.

La, la, la, la, take me home.
Daddy, I'm coming home.

(Talking)
Him: Jade
Her: Alexander
Him: Do you remember that day you fell outta my window?
Her: I sure do, you came jumping out after me.
Him: Well, you fell on the concrete, nearly broke your ass, you were bleeding all over the place and I rushed you out to the hospital, you remember that?
Her: Yes I do.
Him: Well there's something I never told you about that night.
Her: What didn't you tell me?
Him: While you were sitting in the backseat smoking a cigarette you thought was gonna be your last, I was falling deep, deeply in love with you, and I never told you til just now.

[Both:]
Ahh Home. Let me go home.
Home is wherever I'm with you.
Ahh Home. Let me go ho-oh-ome.
Home is where I'm alone with you.

[Him:]
Home. Let me come home.
Home is wherever I'm with you.

[Her:]
Ahh home. Yes I am ho-oh-ome.
Home is when I'm alone with you.

[Her:]
Alabama, Arkansas,
I do love my ma and pa...
Moats and boats and waterfalls,
Alley-ways and pay phone calls...

[Both:]
Ahh Home. Let me go home.
Home is wherever I'm with you.
Ahh Home. Let me go ho-oh-ome.
Home is where I'm alone with you...

p/s:23 days and still counting for HOME.Home is whenever i'm with you.

sweet like honey

its just too sweet make me melt like a chocolate topped vanilla ice cream!

sexiest married man on earth

huhu...layan plak mlm2 ni...sexy!! gwyneth..so jeles of you!

Gwyneth Paltrow

i guess there's too much of Chris Martin in her performance...huhu...love this couple dun ya?

so sweet when you got a very talented husband who can turn yourself from a croaking frog into a singing lil bird~

p/s: jeles

Jika Cinta Dia

serak basah serik sedih

sangkaku pemilik abadi

tapi aku sisa sampah

baki basi nasi semalam

telah puas dilanyak singa

sayang permata hak sang raja

demi cinta sanggup apa saja

serik sakit, di sini pilihan kedua

tapi sayang

hati masih kekal

menunggu penumpang

mungkin ini yang dikata

cinta agung Si Puteri Gunung Ledang

kembali

kembali lah

lari

tanah air lebih selamat bagi kamu..

moga kau bernafas sebagaimana aku bernafas, makan dan minum

(khas utk kwn2 aku..yg jauh di tanah Arab..)

p/s: aku kembali juga

s & m

yeah, for some reasons i've been neglecting this blog. hello..?who wants to fail in ur finals?age factor is making me to strive harder like hell i dont want to fail.you see, im currently 25. so if im risking another 1 1/2 years to repeat those subjects, its like im creating a new ANDARTU inside me!.sounded so desperate aldy..just bare with me.LOLs

like someone had said to me last night..its easier to have a blog which you just copy some links fr Youtube and just put up some small comments to it..n tadaaa!! its ready to be published.haha...

here's some news:

whoaaa...listen up.i 've lost 3kg! superr cool isn't it..? its like i've never been put off this much stubborn weight since more than 3 years! credit to Say, my mentor in Herbalife.JOY!

and as for my BF (tall, dark, handsome, and cute guitar), it has been fully recovered from a serious disease and yet im still have to ignore it for a while.poor you sweet honey~gimme a kiss!huhu..

and here goes the bad news..my lap top charger is now officially broken. and to replace it? i dunno when yet..so there will be a long break before im starting to write in here again. :-(. and not to forget, to my lil 3 kyddos Tam, Lis, n Mon. im gonna be missing you guys! Tam.. s & m ok! ;-)

so guyz..here's the serious part. forgive me. forgive me.forgive me. do pray for my success. Peace be upon you.

Dream theatre

waarrghhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

pagi yg terang kini sudah gelap

SCENE 1:

mata celik dari tidur. tengok jam. yes! terlepas subuh lg, jam pukul 8.50am.

pandang kiri pandang kanan. tengkok yang lenguh semalam dah hilang.

letak tgn sendiri kat dahi. badan dah x panas.Alhamdulillah..aku x demam dahh...

SCENE 2:

ambil baju kotor letak dalam mesin basuh. settle semua, ambil air, sirap pokok bunga. lepas siap siram, termenung kejap kat balkoni..menikmati pagi kononnya..huhu

dlm hati: semalam seharian aku tergolek atas katil. study dlm 5% je,selebihnya tidur or chatting. OK, hari ni mesti study!!!!! yeaaa!!!

penuh semangat msuk bilik.

SCENE 3:

hajat asal nak ambil towel gi mandi tp yang jadi terambil gitar n lepak dpn laptop.huhu..

teringat ada lagu baru dicomposed oleh my fren smlm n mintak di try.lagu tu sesuai utk perempuan katanya. terharu sbb dpt nyanyikan lagu yg dia gubah sendiri.sweet lagu tu..

rasa key yg dimain terlalu tinggi, so aku ambil tuner try tune lower key.pusing punya pusing..tali B putus!!! kena tangan..sedikit pedih..berdarah rupanya! adoiii....mak..saket..amek kao POYENG!

warghhh mcm mana nk repair ni??? tali spare ada, tp mcm mana nk psg?? atokk..tolong aku!

SCENE 4:

siap mandi, breakfast n study! kan bagus kalau aku awal2 td terus buat benda ni?

p/s: ohh gita kesayangn..bersabar dulu...

Pari-pari Kertas

c g am
matahari yang menyinari... walau ku tahu...
f g
semuanya tak pasti
c g
bulan yang berlalu pergi
am f g
namun hatiku... masih di sini
f g f g
aku lah pari2 bukan nya matahari

***
c g am c g am
disini aku terbang rentasi bulan bintang 2x
f fm
oh akulah pari2 kertas
c g
kertas kertas
am f g
akulah pari2 kertas

c g
aku yang sentiasa berlari
am f g
mengejar mimpi masih disini
c g
aku bukannya fantasi
am f g
aku realiti tiada peduli...

ulang*** :)

dipetik dan diedit dr facebook Beeha

Asmara

ohhh.....begini rasanyaaa...

hatiku sengsaraaa...

mengingat diaaa...

hatiku lukaaa...

p/s: owhh...focus2!!

SHAKING vs VIBRATIONS

aku mahu layan lagu ni smpai tlena..(on drugs)

shivering

being sick and have to study at the same time isn't cool at all!

blame my diet program?

blame the weather now?

blame myself for having less sleeping time?

eh2..dia hilang lagi.

lets blame him.

jauhkan putus asa itu

Botol hijau

Botol merah

Botol kuning

Fikiran bukan di botol

Kaki si kera nampak terjuntai

Duduk ditemani di pinggir sungai

Keluh sendiri rambut serabai

Datang si kera menemani

Walau tak faham bisa mengerti

Dihulurnya kelapa free

Semoga boleh fikir sendiri

Hati serabut kian senang

Bukan botol tadi bikin tenang

Tapi teman di sisi si kera matang

Jangan mengeluh terus terang

Bukan senang nak jadi senang

Kata kera yang tahu membilang

Panjat pokok kaki silang

Harap kau jumpa si bujang senang

bleerrghh

terkejut kot dengar pemenang AJL tahun ni..

semua orang x berani komen..

Ana Raffali?itu kah standard muzik terbaik malaysia?

pesan nenek

Apa nak dihiraukan,

Mata sepet, mata bulat,

Kulit hitam, kuning langsat,

Jalan lurus jangan sesat,

Pipit sama enggang dah lama terbang bersama,

Ini kan kita manusia,

Mengapa bermasam muka

a positive start

January 9, 2011

9 am, aku di kejutkan dengan bunyi loceng pintu rumah. Dengan muka serabai macam orang gila tepi jalan, aku selamba je bukak pintu. Tengok2 Say n Azu dtg hantar Herbalife product yang aku dah order.Azu hulurkan (harap-harap aku kurus mcm org yg pass tu) beg plastic besar ade lambang herbalife..die gelak2 tgk aku serabai.adatla zaman2 nak exam ni kena la stay up kan... Serabai x kisah, janji aku x fail paper! (cuak dow..).Hm, aku check barang2 dalam beg tu. Ada 2 botol besar tertulis formula 1, 1 botol sederhana kecik tertulis formula 3, and 1 botol paling kecik tertulis Afresh lemon tea. Ada jugak dekat situ 1 bekas shaker skali dgn sudu comel herbalife. Habis aku belek2, Say n Azu pon balik. Mybe sbb aku ni mamai bangun tidur aku lupa nak tanya something…MACAM MANA AKU NAK MAKAN NI?huhu..bukak pintu rumah balik nak panggil diorg, diorg dah hilang..gulp! Betol ke tadi tu orang? Hehs..(nk buat mcm bunyi cite hantu plak kan..)

Masuk bilik, aku belek2 botol2 tu semua. Ya, ada instruction kat situ.die suruh aku makan dgn skimmed milk. Gulp!! Aku x suka itu. Aku suka full cream or milo.OMG milo kesayangan..(Mana la aku x gemok mcm skrg ni kan?amek kao) Makan formula 1 (F1) tu 3 sudu katanya. Say kata f1 ni cepat habis, so die suh aku beli 2 botol.perisa vanilla. Aku pon beli, malas banyak tanya. So, disebabkan benda ni mahal harganya, aku note to myself sila berjimat pakai f1 ni. Belek balik, dia ckp guna 24g shj. Belek sudu tu die tules 15g. Hmm, baek aku sukat guna sudu ni je so letak 1 1/2 sudu ni mencukupi kott. Botol yang sederhana kecik tuformula 3 (f3). die ckp yg tu just tambah kat apa2 mknn n minuman.hmm, boleh ke campur f1 n f3 ni skali ek?

Aku trus msg Say kt FB. Katanya boleh.minum tea tu pulak dia kata minum bila2 masa in between 2 meal shake tu. Say x abes2 pesan suh aku btol2 ikot diet plan tu. Dia ckp shake meal tu kena minum 2 kali shari kalau nak turun berat. Sekali breakfirst, sekali dinner.ok, noted. 1 kali b4 g class, 1 kali lepas blk fr aerobic class. Simple! Hehe…Say pesan lagi kalau nak makan pon, makan time lunch je, die suh aku makan buah2..huhu..so, my Tayams, no more hanging out kt Ganesh la nampaknye!kehh3~

Ok, time tu shake this thing out. Hm, aku xde skimmed milk of coz..hehe..aku ada Nespray! Haha..fav aku since dulu sbb sgt creamy..naseb susu ni tinggal sikit. Xpela, aku habeskan susu ni dulu. Nanti g CS beli susu x sdap tu.hehe..hm, dia nak pakai susu sejuk for shake kan. So aku prepare susu Nespray fr air panas dulu then add on water to make it cold. Then, aku masukkan dalm shaker. Bukak botol f1 (berdebar2 rasa bodo x?hehe)..msukkan 1 1/2 sudu herba life yg besar tu. Pastu f3 aku masukkan 1 sudu besar herba life tu. SHAKE…SHAKE it…SHAKE it….SHAKE it…! Whoaa…buih dia mmg masyuk…then, dgn lafaz Bismillah, aku rasmikan…hmmm…not bad…sedappp!

Ok, lets be frank..berat aku currently is = 55kg and height is = 152cm. So making my BMI = 23.8!!!

OMG dah dekat 25 tu..!Now you know why Im doing all these rite??

Lets make me as a cohort study..lets see this thing is working on me or not..huhu

Listening For The Weather

my weather last night was a lil cloudy

so i woke up this morning hoping there will be bright days ahead

just do what is expected

then i will never be afraid

ayahanda kekasih beta

bila abah tidak lagi marah marah

bila abah hanya diam jikaku salah

bila abah buat aku serba salah

aku tahu aku perlu berubah


bila abah tidak lagi sihat macam dulu

bila abah tidak lagi sekuat dulu

bila abah termenung mengenangkanku

aku tahu abah sedang merindui aku


aku tahu abah sayang aku

semua orang tahu abah manjakan aku

tak adil kalau semua orang tak tahu

aku juga sangat sangat sangat sayang abahku

best of luck

somehow i think this version is way better than colbie caillat's..

cant help but to compare people..^_^

talking bout falling in love with your bestfriend..
is it that lucky?
love is a complicated thing, so you dare to risk on your friendship for love??